My Wife Journal #8

05/23/2023 @ 7:46 p.m.

 

 

            Over the last two years I have been able to witness the condition of the body within the church whether it be individual believers, or within the five-fold ministry, by way of visitation to different congregations and meeting believers along the way. And what God has revealed to me is quite compelling to say the least. In case you aren’t aware of what the five-fold ministry is, it includes, prophets, apostles, teachers, evangelists, and pastors. These are those that are at the front line helping or supposed to be helping the sheep to get into position for the return of the Messiah. Well, that is the objective, and yet some may be doing right within the five-fold to accomplish this job, however there are plenty others that unfortunately are not doing this. And that is where it says in the Bible people have gotten to a place where they only want to hear what is soothing to the ears, or itchy ears. And somehow the church has become accustomed to just doing that. But when reading in the book of Acts, the disciples were taught to preach about the baptism of the Holy Spirit because this is what is needed in order for Christ to recognize you when he returns. Which is considered to be an apostolic way of presenting the word.

            By being able to witness such division in the church I came against some downright hidden agendas that only the enemy can take credit for. Because of the simple fact that I am reintroducing how the word was meant to be taught from the way the book of Acts was written. And let me just throw a disclaimer in, as much as I have heard about the book of Acts in my previous years of walking with the Lord, I had never read it until recently. And let me just say, we have been doing church all the way wrong. So, yes, it’s important to understand that when a saint goes against the demonic agenda then the person will be tried, tested, and afflicted amongst other things. I get it, I understand, I am very well aware of how the enemy has tried to manipulate false information against me, because I am chosen to bring the word in its correct doctrine. The problem is that the enemy has not realized that their time is up and has been up for a while now.

            I concluded that whatever I have had to do to get to this point was for a greater cause and not because of what anyone will ever think of me, whether it be distant friends, family, or loved ones. I am here to please one individual and that is the true God I serve. I cannot tell you why I had to do the things I had to do, but what I can say is that this bloodline that I operate in has been sealed by the blood which is within the 144,000. I always knew I had a major job to do in this world, but I did not know that it had anything to do with making sure my bloodline was sealed before destruction comes upon this land. And the crazy thing is, that a lot of believers are unaware of what is about to take place because they are so caught up in the soothsaying preaching. Meaning, who can tell me my past, present, or future. I’ll tell you what, you may want to find a minister to help you know and understand discernment, wisdom, knowledge, and how to know who Christ Jesus is, so that you’re not caught in the cross hairs of the deception in the world.

            For me my key objective is to put the word out there for those that will adhere to it and take a time to line themselves up with the word of God. And naturally, if someone within the five-fold ministry is doing this how God has ordained us all to do it within the 5-fold ministry, then they are usually the ones that are tried, very heavily by the snares of the enemy, because the enemy wants to keep the division of God’s word dormant and under lock and key. And these are the ones that need prayer the most. Because not only are they on the front line, but they are doing every individual who has been blinded by false doctrine a due diligence by walking as a living sacrifice to deliver the word of God to those who have been misled and refuse the word of God. Because honestly, God does not want anyone to perish but to come into the fully knowledge of Christ the right way. So, it is imperative that we start getting back to the gospel the correct way and follow the book of Acts accordingly.

 

            And as far as my husband, I know that he will need to understand this walk I have to walk in order to keep a strong unity between him and I. I have to focus on the hardships of the status of the Church and not the business side of being known, and receiving financial support like it is in the church systems now, because I am able to say a word or two that lines up with the life of someone who is needing a word for the future. I have to tell these people the truth about the gospel, I have done things that I don’t want to do most times, I have to take on things for others in order to get the word out correctly, and I must say it is painful. But with pain, I have complete peace about what it is that I have to do, and I also understand that God will keep me covered and my bloodline because his word will prevail. The thing is that, I had to realize really quick that I can’t just have any kind of man as my leader because I can’t deviate from the plan for my life, so husband you will have to know what it means to walk in divine purity, and leadership so that this job can be fulfilled and completed within the confines of what God has called you to do, me to do, and us both as a ministry covenant.

            What I can leave you with, is this, that my life does not look like a normal lifestyle and pretty much it’s been like this all my life. Through every situation I have had to grow and learn through tough rigorous situations because of the mantle that I must carry. And now that I know and understand this assignment even more so now, I can walk in that and teach the word with the fire of God on my side and within me.

 

 

Signed,

Your Wife